“Mom … I’m four years younger than your marriage?”
“Artificial birth control.”
Just married,
Mom and Dad
lived with Dad’s parents.
“Mom thinks we should move in.”
“Not in my dream marriage.”
“Not in my dream marriage.”
“Mom thinks we should … “
“We can afford our own place;
You know we can.”
“Mom thinks we should … “
“It doesn’t feel good to me.”
“We can buy our own
sooner that way;
we save more … besides
Mom thinks we should.”
“Well … I suppose.”
“Mom thinks we should … “
… “Well, I suppose.”
“Move in with them”
“Spend Thanksgiving with her”
( and Christmas … and … )
“Go out Less”
“Go to church more”
“Go to church more”
“Come in earlier when we do go out”
“Spend less on clothes”
“Spend less on clothes”
“Get better paying jobs”
“Get a better, maybe new, automobile”
Finally …
“Start a family”
Black clouds
fireworks
molten words
“What … did … you … tell … her?”
A half guilty grin;
a “Who me?” look;
used frequently,
applied deliberately.
Mom loved
Mom hated
that look.
Dad knew.
“A lie; we’re trying.”
She flew at him;
desperate, angry,
grateful, passionate,
both of them nearly
forgetting the
artificial birth control.
Life changed then.
Mom wanted power
over everyone, anyone,
like Grandma wielded
over Dad.
They worked harder,
saved more deliberately,
and quit using artificial birth control.
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